{"id":597,"date":"2011-09-19T00:13:40","date_gmt":"2011-09-19T00:13:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/buber.net\/Basque\/?p=597"},"modified":"2011-09-19T00:13:40","modified_gmt":"2011-09-19T00:13:40","slug":"nor-naiz-gu-gara-henar-chico","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/buber.net\/Basque\/2011\/09\/19\/nor-naiz-gu-gara-henar-chico\/","title":{"rendered":"Nor Naiz, Gu Gara: Henar Chico"},"content":{"rendered":"

Nor Naiz, Gu Gara (Who I Am, We Are) is a series aiming to explore the meaning of Basque Identity around the world, both within Euskal Herria as well as in the diaspora. For an introduction to the series, look here<\/a>, and for a list of the previous entries, look here<\/a>.<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a>About three years ago I wrote an entry<\/a> on Basque identity for my blog on the eitb.com website, \u201cA Basque in Boise<\/a>\u201d, where I shared my feelings about being Basque, right after being accepted into Euzkaldunak, Inc. (Boise\u2019s Basque Center). Some of my thoughts remain the same, although luckily, a lot has changed since then.<\/p>\n

I was born and raised in the Basque Country, but my parents weren\u2019t, and I\u2019ve always struggled with that. I\u2019ve always felt a bit ashamed. I did attend ikastola<\/em> (Basque school) and studied Basque there, but that was the extent of my involvement with the language and the culture. I grew up during a time when ETA was very active and we\u2019d have terrorist attacks virtually every week. I was \u2013 still am \u2013 disgusted by them and I removed myself from things like AEK (Basque acronym for “Coordination for Alphabetization and Teaching of the Basque language\u201d) and Basque dancing because many people I knew that supported those ideas belonged to those groups. I realize know how stupid I was. I can\u2019t believe I once associated ETA supporters with Basque culture just like the rest of the people in Spain.<\/p>\n

I felt even more embarrassed after moving to Boise, home to a huge Basque community. At that time I was barely able to carry on a conversation in Basque and many times over the years I had to explain to people why I didn\u2019t speak Basque despite being from the Basque Country. Part of it, like I said before, was my fault for not making more of an effort to learn the language while I had the chance, but living in an area of the Basque Country where people predominantly speak Spanish didn\u2019t help either. But it wasn’t just lack of language that made me feel that way.\u00a0 It was the lack of a Basque bloodline. I used to feel that people who were born here in the US, people who have never even been to the Basque Country, have the right to feel \u201cmore\u201d Basque than me because their great-grandfather happened to be from Gernika, Azkoitia, or Lekeitio.<\/p>\n

I was 21 when I left Bilbao and I thought that being from the Basque Country would automatically open the doors to everything Basque. My first contact with the groups in Boise was Oinkari Basque dancers. I thought it\u2019d be great to finally learn how to dance and make friends at the same time. I didn\u2019t realize how tight those people were, though. Then, feeling like I wasn\u2019t Basque enough didn\u2019t help either. I couldn\u2019t find my place, so about a month after I started the classes, I gave up.<\/p>\n

Living abroad for the last 15 years has changed my views on the Basque Country and has helped me find my roots, especially since my kids started going to \u201cBoiseko Ikastola,\u201d the Basque language immersion pre-school. I realized how important it was to make sure that they were integrated from an early age into the Basque community, that they develop a pride in being Basque, and that they forge long-lasting connections with other Boise Basques. Throughout the years I\u2019ve come in contact with most of the Oinkari dancers, and I get them. Many are even my friends now. I want my kids to have the same in their lives, a group of people with the same interests and backgrounds, so we go to Basque dancing practice every Tuesday, Euzkaldunak’s monthly dinners, and Basque festivals. I play in the women\u2019s pala league and I\u2019m part of the new advanced Basque language class offered by the Basque museum.<\/p>\n

Being accepted into Euzkaldunak, Inc. was a turning point on the road to finding my identity. It wasn\u2019t just the fact that I was now officially part of Boise\u2019s largest Basque organization, but how it happened. I had received an email from the secretary saying that she needed to verify my ethnicity before she could go forward with the application. When I asked what exactly she needed from me she told me not to worry, that the verification only applied to Basque-American members to-be. Knowing that I was born in the Basque Country was all she needed. It was that simple. All of a sudden I realized I was the only one stopping myself from enjoying what I am. Reading my friend Jabier\u2019s response<\/a> to \u201cBasque Identity\u201d only reinforced that newfound clarity: I was not alone in my identity struggle. So I got over feeling embarrassed and took an active role in learning Basque and getting involved with the Basque community.<\/p>\n

Some days I find myself still fighting with identity issues, but I don\u2019t let that bother me as much as before. There are many ways of feeling Basque, and mine is just one more.<\/p>\n

My name is Henar Chico, I was born in Bilbao, Bizkaia a while ago.\u00a0I moved to Boise at 21,<\/strong> and I love it! Good city, good people, good weather, and one of the largest Basque communities out there. I have two kids, Andoni (7) and Maitane (6). I work for Hewlett-Packard full-time as a Technical Software Consultant and do translations as a side business.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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